I was born in Japan in 1969, the year Apollo 11 landed on the moon.

my parents named me Kikuko, which means: "precious eternal child"

 

 

I had been looking for something.....without knowing what it is........ in academic learning of ecology, ethology, sociobiology, anatomy, physiology, veterinary science in the university altogether for 10 years.

slowly slowly I started realizing that what I'm looking for is..... probably..... "mystery of life".

turning my focus from scientific knowledge of the West to ancient wisdom of the East, I started learning Traditional Chinese Medicine, Japanese acupuncuture and moxibustion, Traditional Japanese Bodywork, Latihan Bodywork, Shamanic Voice Healing Work in the college or with the masters...another 10 years had passed.

 

then ?

 

still I could not find out what "mystery of life" is.

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Working as a practitioner and a teacher of holistic medicine, I was feeling that there must be something more than what I had been learning and practicing..... there must be something far beyond.

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In 2008, finally I came across Osho's work, then I realized..... immediately....."YES, this is it....now I know what I've been looking for".

 

I changed my name to Siddha, just to make it clear for myself that I will commit myself to this path of meditation. No more sniffing here there around on the surface. Now it is time to go deeper!! My goodness ! It took me 20 years to come to this point !

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My new name ''Siddha'' means, "the one who has arrived"  :)

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Leaving everything what I had.....job, husband, house.... I moved to India in 2009 to dive into the path of meditation.

 

Words are too short to express what has been happening since then for these 10 years....

 

When I moved to India, I let-go everything what I had in Japan, but it was not enough. What I really needed to let-go was something...... inside !

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I've been experiencing this "let-go" through OSHO active meditations, OSHO Meditative Therapies,  Awareness Intensive and playing live music for meditation and celebration..... which does not  give any chance for the mind to interpret or rationalize what's going on.

 

Now I am sharing all of these meditation techniques and music, around this world.........wherever I am. And it feels really good :)

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And.... how I am now ?

I'm living mystery of life, instead of looking for "mystery of life". The difference is huge :)

I'm feeling beautiful ! I'm feeling subtle joy arising in me from nowhere, and it continues 24 hours a day dancing in me :) 

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YES, now.... I sing, dance and play :)

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YES, now.... I have not so much outside... no house no husband...and yet I feel I have a lot to share.

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Join me. Let's us experience life!

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